Over....

I'm over
over this fight within myself
I quit
quit these mind games
I'm stopping
stopping all of this
I'm just
just gonna lose control

I give up this fight within myself
Because fighting it tears me apart
Half is wrong and half is right
It's my decision to figure out which is which
The path ahead splits
Each path unmarked, going different ways
I close my eyes to decide which to take
Spin around to distort my senses
If i go down I'll be going without a fight
All my defenses are taken down
so if you strike, you'll strike now
When I go
No one will know
I'll just drift away