Memories

Memories

I close my eyes and in fly memories of pain
Memories of all the people I've pushed away for gain
This selfishness I've shown is coming back to get me
Like a shark coming in to attack the fish of the sea
I do think I should just fall down
And take these hits on the ground
So I'll just sit back and wait for my turn
My turn to suffer everything I deserve
It has come to the point where
I don't know what to do
I guess I'll just stand here and take
The hits from you
I do believe that everything
Everything is my fault
I do suppose I should drift away
Because I don't have anything else to say
I said I'm sorry you got mad I guess it isn't all that bad
It has come to the point where
I don't know what to do
I guess I'll just stand here and take
The hits from you
The confusion it runs through my mind
Faster every time
Apparently it's a mistake

I guess you just need a break
Everything I say you snap back
That hurts me more than anything
I try to help but you push me away
I guess it would be harder if I stay
I just don't know what to say
It has come to the point where

I don't know what to do
I guess I'll just stand here and take
The hits from you
But someday I must warn you
I'm bond to explode
All my feelings will spill out
And you'll know I am really in despair